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It was 14th feb….the date that everyone say its the day to celebrate love.
For me…though i never celebrate it purposely, but these pas 3 years its been really great day since its the day that i spent to help one great family selling chocolate 2 everyone, see their unique expression for every chocolate shape and their delighment to imaging the expression of their love’s one receiving that chocholate.
Yes….it was really great moment and this year…i though i gonna pass it aline…just by myself.
It was me siiting in my bad at 8 pm when the phone is ringing n’ it a buzzing at distance, i just heard Rose said "mane lo? Gw uda di pizza cafe menteng ni…awas klo ampe ga dtng, gw cincang2 lo, senen gw balik shanghai, ga mau tau pokoknya lo mesti kesini skng" then….she hangup the phone…just like that…leaving me in a dazed n’ disoriented….
That wild fun fearless girl that always can make me laugh no matter how bad the situation.
My mood suddenly change…from moody to groovy… I prepared less than 30 minutes n’ the next hour i just arrived some uproar places…its pizza cafe, menteng.
It was really crowded area when i saw her waving her pinky fuss phone attractively to show me where she sat. It was already 11 person on table in front of the stage and i have no idea who are they… except that big funky lips girl (hahaha sorry ros!)

Well rose introduce me to some of her friends that i really havent known yet and…re-introduce me to some of them that actually i have already know (and all of the remeber me! haahaha) sorry guys…but u know me laaah…

well it was really great dinner…the fettucini carbonara it lighten up my tongue, the lemon tea is so so..but funny thins is..the shape of glass… my glass is aslant…yea very funny..coz another glass in that table is regular-normal glass, not like mine….and its all wrapped with such a beautiful voice from a young man that wearing a glass…

Oh yah..our table is just rite in front of the stage…i know its very hard to get the table and when i ask kristin (who came fisrt at 20:00, i came at 22:30 :P) they have booked for these table 2 weeks ago…whew….! watta nice effort (^-^)

Ouw forget to tell ya…actually i wanna share some funny story…at first im not really keen on the singer..i just know he came from the audience just to satisfy his ego and freedom to sing hehehe but after one song goes smoothly and the second song was really drug to make me sleep…i said to kristin (girl next to me): hey…ni orang mayan juga yah suaranya? padahal kan dia cuman iseng nyanyi aja ya maju2 ke depan ga jelas?… and yes…a minute after everybody laughs at me….and kristin pointing her finger to the table… O boooyy….! theres a leaflet spreading in a whole table that telling me about new singer: Afgarn who introduce his new album at that nite…whew..he is really a singer! not an regular-raucous audience that sing for fun…but yes he is really a singer! no wonder he has a really beautiful swing voice…gosh..imagine his live performance is as beautiful like that..how about the recording sound?? whew…extraordinary…young talented singer hehehe oke Afgan…u’ve got a new fans here..(^0^)

yes after having lots of laugh and our stomachs had filled up with undescribedable foods..we flied dout our body to the groovy dance floor on the central jakarta…
yes we were having great time..and unfortunately no one got drunk not even tipsy yet hahaha

Well i just really thank God this eve..yes God really kind to me…just when i mostly need angels to help me through this life hurricane…Rose, Carrie, Anita…thanks for always giving me emotional n’ mental support when i was so close being insane, thanks for not letting me cry nite over nite and really…. thanks for always slapping me back to the ground…I do really  appreciate our friendship (^-^)

Happy valentine all…!

watta lovely wkend….
Friday nite, was fun since (finally) I can hang out with ma office buddy, though its only get 6 out of 18 people, but i was quite fun actually…whereas we seems hardly to find a perfect time to get out from aLL dizzy work and also couse of time match difficulties….lovely friends, yummy foods and cozy place, I can’t ask for more than this (^-^)

in saturday mornin’ i not feel like woke up, i did really want to married ma bed hehe but it just only took only a minute before realise that i had a promise to come to ma uncle hoz at 9 ouuhhh..it early in d saturday morning man…oahm…
well actually I didn’t need to come coz that day actually only rehearsal for the wayang children perfomance…
Going back home then continue ma wkend with eva. We went to theatre and watch "Pursuit of happiness" kind of touched film but im quite bored… wah d mall was quite full of crowd…

the most interesting day was sunday… lovely day to watch wayang show, perfomed by children between 2,5-14 age. Wowwww i really got stunned by the show…. In this millenium there were still people who care about originale javanese culture, moreover they were children…! gosh the show was amazing…really i got stunned by the show…and i promise to my self, that i would introduce the java culture especially wayang to ma children, coz i just realized how wonderful it is…
Salute for parent who support n’ introducing their children to their own culture (^-^)

wow…watta great birthday….
yesterday was 7 march 2007, shortened 7-3-7

exactly the same with Garuda plane type: Boeing

737 that was crashed en burned in Yogyakarta,

just exacty the sama with ma birthday… where

aLL things seems quite messes up couple of day

before this day…
couple weeks ago ma car got crashed by unknown

car in d parking place..nobodys responsible for

these..after that when fLood came to jkt, ma baby

starLed got flooded…the alarm was broke

etc…etc…car things really stressfull…then

recent incident is the robbery of my boarding hoz…damn nice birthday present (^-^)

well thank God I still can enjoh and happy ay ma birthday…great friend…good food….ahhh life is gooood (^-^)

Well I hope I can be better..much better person ahead…
Thx 4 ma dear goody friends..ma sistha..ma beLoved brotha….Luv ya….
keep trusting, supporting & Loving me…mwwaaaaah

life..is do really funny….
yep…I agree 100% when madia told me in the cLoudy eve…after both of us having quite "interesting" love experience. Of course d situation between me and his story is not presicely d same but…yah d topic still related to differences…
Well its actually pretty relieve ma pain becoz I have him to share ma pain ups no…my "experience" hehe
well I have heard love song from Katon bagaskara, d lyrics said "Sebab cinta datang untuk mengoyak perbedaan" hehe its easy and beautiful to hear that song but in reality….c’mooon..g.et real man….not all differences can be fix by love….
Hm..now I’m just sitting here…"enjoy" de feeling en…soon (hopefully) ready to move on…. (^-^)

ga nyangka…setelah bbrp thn ga liat video klipnya Jordan Knight yg Give it 2 u…ternyata skrng kog keliatannya rada cupu yah…hehe geli aja liatnya…pdhl dulu nieh vidiw paling fav…sume lucu bgt klo ngeliat lg…tp ga tau…meski cupu masih aja tetep suka hehe
trus baru ngeh klo ada dancer yg mirip gregg alexander..sumpe mirip muka dan gayanya..tp ga mungkin de..masa om gregg jadi dancer?? hehe
trus lucunya coreo-nya cm enak diliat dr depan, klo dr atas…ancuur…hehe bingung jg knp ada bbrp scene yg diambil dr atas..berantakan bow hehe tp teteplah suka dan seneng ahirnya bisa dapet klipnya (^-^)
hari ini lumayan banyak fakta mengejutkan yah…time to let go sumthing…its not easy..but i have to..aplag klo inget saat2 indah dan berharga darinya, I learn a lot…
yah well smg semuanya bsia bahagia dgn jalan masing2
Have a great wkend ev’one….mwaaah

a day in the life…
once told me that…its not important how many times you said you would change..wat count is how hard u work it out en bring it into reality
It’ll show whether you have passion and strong commitment or u lack of commitment….action is more convicing rather than words..million words..

Well its worth to say..i got d whole picture about changes…en promises has nothing to do wit it…
Since d person has been thoroughall d changes (and he did it…! very well actually) so i think it gonna work 4 me to if follow his suggestion…hehe

Jd inget lagu di Shrek..
Ch-ch-Changes
Just gonna have to be a different one
Time may change me
But I can’t trace time
I said that time may change me
But I can’t trace time

Mengutip kata2 org bijak (taat pajak)
"klo mo ngeliat org berubah itu cukup sekali, ga perlu berkali kali, cukup liat…klo buat berubah masih banyak alesan…ya berarti emg ga niat berubah…mo ngomong berapa kalipun, mo janji berapa kalipun"
hue..cukup sadis, tp cukup membangunkanku dr mimpi panjang…bangun…bangun..time 2 change…

how ’bout u guys…any major change in ur life recently?
share is a good ways to motivate others hehe

sumtimes life just not fair….en people just say "well…thats life…"
I’m kinda dissapointed wit sumone whose talking bout integrity and how people shouldn’t jugde by apperance and material but in fact….he did it…geee…wat ru thinking dude…!! it just like swallow ur spittle again after u split it off…..

People change ev’day…that what i heard from my goody fren, but this kind of man not change…they just cover their rotten personality with smooth feather…wolf wit the sheep feather…dude….i really dissapoint…

Ever wonder why life is so dissapointed…? well ma hozmatte say that…never ever..count on people, thought she/he really care ’bout u, really do have high integrity and sumone who seem really can count of….
Di ahir tahun ini gw belajar buat lebih…hati2 dlm menilai orang, its too bad kalo seseorang yang lo rasa uda kenal lama en lo ngerasa udah bener2 kenal sm dia…ternyata ga sebaik yang dikira
In fact semua org bisa ngelakuin hal2 jahat, sedekat apapun dia sm kita…

well….people (really do) changes everyday

whatta hectic days…
a long long working hours..that seems never end
and the boiling points was in d weekends I still have to work? Oh my….dhemi seshuap nashi dan sekanthung bherlians hehe
Going back from client at 1.30 am, hug my beloved pillow just as fast as I can at 2.30
then early in d moring… d d*m* clock just ticking loudly to wake me up again..go to office - client again…do d same thinh till over midnite…uhm…
but hey…when i think in a positive way…it not a boring week at all, well i have to thank God that at least…I am alive…still have a job, got a complete body, eat 3 times a day well its not bad at all actually….

In fact this is d most interesting week actually….

setelah panik laur biasa gara2 hp kantor ilang dan hampir ga tidur 3 malem mikirinnya…..ternyata di jumat pagi yg seger..dgn senyum riang dan tampang innocent mr X berkata "eh saya udah selese tes nih…sorry yah lupa ngomong klo gw bawa hp-nya" gubraaak…! me n’ hendri langsung speechleess…bengoonnng sebengong bengongnya…(mungkin klo difoto saat itu kita mirip simpanse ragunan yg lg liat briney spears). Thank God knowing that I’m not losing my office’s cell phone…tapi d fact itu lho….yg bikin gemesh bangggeet…

Belum lagi kejadian (hampir) banjir d my place, trus mobil yg tau2 rem-nya neken sendiri en banyaaak bgt kejadian yg "ga biasa" I rather call it "unusual" than "bad things"….

anehnya mungkin karna udah tambah wise (cieehhh..) or terlalu capek untuk bereaksi…aku lempeng2 aja ngadepin itu semua, ga marah2, ga panik….tp ketawa jg engga sih…

jd inget tmn2 yg heboh gara2 auk cerita klo aki soak en mobil harus ditinggal d kantor dgn tampang biasa…hehe ga tau…jd males bereaksi dan berekspresi aja….banyak nglakuin hal tp ga berasa apapun…..

entah ini baik or buruk….

Perasaan gw hari ini campur aduk….

tp gw ga cukup berani or…

mungkin ngerasa ga PD buat ngungkapin perasaan ini ke org yang dimaksud. SeLain beresiko diketawain habis2an…juga karna gw malu aja dibilang over sensitif wekeke

Well dlm hitungan hari (cuma 3 hari) ma best fren, ma dear sistha, lyra gonna bask to US for good. Hm…meski jaman udah canggih, en webcam murah harganya still…it’ll be different…

Hm…jd inget pas pertama dulu kenal bule…potan itu. Bule yg cukup belagu untuk ukuran orang ber-daki hehehe (buat yg bingung maksudnya harap maklum, ini khusus konsumsi bebek2) Well berasa bgt sih…makin beranjaknya hari dan tua-nya usia it’s hard to find real frien, apalagi real best friend…and Lyra is one of a kind. Bener2 deh pembela kebenaran dan keadilan yang satu ini….mampu ngembaliin arti kata "best friend" dlm hidup gw. SeteLah banyak dikecewakan oleh persahabatan (cie…sinetron bgt yakh?) ahirnya….gw menemukannya lagi. Lumayan geli sih klo inget kejadian2 pas kita (gw, shir, daki, jim) mci ngumpul. Kapanpun, dimanapun pasti lira dgn tabah dan…setengah iklas merelakan temen2nya tuk berbahagia di atas penderitaanya weLL very rare isn’t it? baut ukuran orang buLe gitu loh….dan sebenernya dgn budaya yg lebih maju beberapa thn dr indonesia, bisa aja dia menerapkan prinsip2 egosentris dan buleisme di kalangan pertemanannya. Tp yang dilakukan justru kebalikannya, bener2 sabar, pengertian, ga maksa en yg paling gw suka…dia ga nge-judge. Susah lho klo udah deket sm seseorang dan merasa tau segalanya ttg org itu tp ketika ada masalah kita ga nge-judge. Biasa mah klo udah berasa deket dan tau segalanya ttg seseorang, klo ada mslh pasti org bakal bilang "lo sih….pasti lo gitu deh" or "yakin bukan lo yg senditif" or "masa? lo kali yang salah" or sering jg "ya pantes lah gitu, ngadepin elo gt loooh" (ya…gw jg ngelakuin itu sih) dan banyak bentuk2 nge-judge yg laen, semisal dr tatapan mata, dengusan dan gesture2 laen. Bener2 deh…thank God I found her….apalg klo inget masalah hantu2an en one time pad…bisa ngakak2 sendirian dimanapun inget itu hehe

WeLL buat lyra….wherever u go..just remember..ada bebek2 disini yang sayang bgt sm elo dan teteeeuup sistahood forever yaaah (^-^)

what a funny day….
abis ngantor cuapeek macet en rambutkuww lecek ahirnya iseng2 nyari salon di selatan….eh ternyata ketemu arus traffic yang padeeet bgt! padahal sengaja masuk jalan2 kecil biar ga macet, ternyata…lebi parah, bener2 brutal but…i’m still enjoy d time.
Di perempatan yg busy banget, sambil nunggu lampu merah, gw liat papan salon en kayaknya si lumayan lah…tp aga bingung jg coz ntu salon tepat berada di sisi perampatan en sisi seberang pula, untunglah ada tukang parki…or org iseng yg lagi nongkrong dgn bae hatinya ngeberhentiin kendaraan biar mobil miniku bisa masuk, thank God….!
Pas Masuk…hm…not bad…infact gw malah kaget ma harganya, deg2an, cukup ga ya…duit gw…? hihi trus setelah mengingat, menimbang dan me…me…apa lagi ya, gw memutuskan creambath en massage 1/2 badan hm…uda kebayang enaknya…pala dipijit pijit trus tangan, bahu hm…
Gw milih d lante 2yg khusus ce. Abis disuruh ganti kemben, gw dikramasin hm…enaknya….pijit…pijit…tapi tau tau….PET! lampu matiiiiy! uiii kaget boow karna bersamaan dgn itu aer mati jg, jdilah rambut gw yg uda dikunyel-kunyel ma mba salon dan penuh busa terkatung katung dgn sengsaranya di bak keramas, gelep, trus tau2 nyamuk2 pd ngeceng’in gw gt hehe alias gigit sana gigit sini…tp ga tau knp gw ko bs enjoy aja ya…padahal biasa pasti uda ngomel or ngedumel sendiri…
Trus mba-nya ninggal gw pula, pdhl d ruangan itu tadinya cuma kita be-2 hiiiy
Berhubung aer mati, maka gw disuruh pindah ke lantai bawah. Katanya cuma ada seorang bpk lg potong rambut. Uiiii jd geli sendiri, maci untung gw cm kramas, yg kalo ga keliatan pun paling ga bersih, na….kalo yg lg potong rambut trus tau2 hasilnya pitak….? gawat kan hihit rus gw bayangin ada yg lg waxing alis or yg laennya hihi mana keliatan cobaa lg gelap2 gini, yah meski sengsara nampaknya gw memeang harus bersyukur…
Dan bener pas nyampe lantai bawah, gw bnr2 ga bisa nahan ktawa ngliat bpk yg lg potong rambut, dikelilingi 5 karyawan, 4 bawa lilin 1-nya lg motong rambut, kaya raja lg potong rambut wekeke
trus ternyayta ada yg lebi kecian, ada ibu2 lg mandi aroma theraphy d lantali 2, pdahal aernya mati….jd uda berendem gt tp ga bisa lanjut, pdhl d badannya uda ada rempah2 gt hihi bayangin coba gimana mindahinnya ke lt 1 well untung pas uda tinggal ngeringin rambut ahirnya listrik idup jg, thank God agaiiin but anyway I’m quite grateful that this kind situation i still enjoy d time and happy, instead i felt luckier than other. Yesterday i learn sumthin’…dalam situasi apapun sebenernya kita bisa memilih…mau marah2, mau sedih, or enjor en nikmatin aja apa yang terjadi…itu semua cuma masalah pilihan, nyesel aja knp selama ini gw sering memilih pilihan yg salah pdhl LIFE IS SOOO GREAT…!!!